How difficult it is to be yourself in this world today. Has never really been easy think too often in what they say about me, what think ... And most of the time is an image that has little or nothing to do with what we really are. If you try to go ahead with the truth in any field, many will give you sideways, you might even feel moved in meetings, projects and even in society itself. Even accuse you of invading the freedom of others, but still small price to live in truth. In this world of blogs, although I have not had too many problems in that regard, it is true that sometimes there who feels obliged to correct you or to disagree with what you write, something that would be normal if everything was done within the boundaries of respect and education, recognizing your right to show what's inside as it is.
Faithful to my way of being, today I want to go a step further in this obstacle course to become oneself. It is my intention to show myself without frills, no "goodism," but without false humility. Beginning to clarify that this reflection is the product of days in the country, greened by the abundant rain.
I'm like
A human person, full of limitations, with human thoughts and feelings, very human I try to leave at the feet of my Lord that He sublimice, on my own never make it. This is me, given to nostalgia and poetry, with some strengths and achievements, with many defects, in constant struggle against all, almost, of the Seven Deadly Sins, to a greater or lesser degree. With countless failures throughout life. With high hopes, many in the children who have not been met and others that surprised me. A woman like so many, only 74 years, with very bruised bones, although I note was not something that hurts me because the family did not listen to me, but still walking without crutches, always gripped by the street, yes, a partner's hand that God put in my way while still wearing school uniform.
Golden Jubilee, August 5, 2010
rarely dare to leave without him or without daughters, for fear of tripping and falling only in the I lose all fear of water to move freely. As you can read in my profile I am a mother of ten children, who still helping all I can and I am very pleased that everyone has been able to overcome very difficult situations for which they have traversed. Grandmother of 19 grandchildren to I'd like my side much more than what I have.
Epilogue
For all this, one can understand that I have wasted my life in the family. He could have pursued the career of Economics, when they came to get us to work before the end (who pinched by those job now), but the military occupation of head of family always brought us back and forth, something incompatible with their own work, nor was the costante parental absences from home for service requirements. I live happy, very happy to have lived the life I chose and I thank God for it. I am far from mysticism, closer to sanctify ordinary life with the momentum, support and intercession of Him who was the first to show the world that this could be achieved (S. Josemaría).
I am aware, very aware that it has begun for me to decline, not knowing when the harsh winter coming, so I try to get all the juice possible to my days being happy with what I have in my hands, recognizing that this happiness is complete, six years ago with the discovery of the blogger world. Wrong or not, I have always been honest in everything I write in my blogs and leave comments. And I look to this world, once again, to declare that nothing and nobody will change me in ideas, ideals and principles. In all of God with the Church and Spain are the top. The family, my family does not take place because she and I are one.
finally declare my unconditional love to all my friends blogs and real life, whatever continent they are.
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